Unknown

Hi me,

I often feel that i need to meet strangers.

those who do not know me at all.

there should not be any connections at all.

may be i can find a new me while i am with a stranger.

they won't judge me about my past.

i can be as new as a baby.

i can change into a different personality.

i can be a new one that i always wanted to be.

nowadays,

i want my life to be an unknown one.

i wish, people just forget about me.

they never cared my existence,

then why they remember me!

i just want to be unknown.

i want a fresh start.

i want to reboot myself.

but the irony is even though i am making it new,

it is turning into something for my old self to deal.

why everything interlinked?

♡.



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