Half Truth

Hi me,

yesterday night i couldn't sleep,

i was thinking about social media.

i knew what it showing was fake,

it's not the full picture,

it's not the complete reality.

still it affected me.

i was comparing myself with others.

i believed that what it showing is real.

i judged myself.

but is there any difference between myself and others?

no.

i am also like that.

making a fake reality by showing a smaller part of my life.

making everyone to believe that i am having a perfect life.

so somewhere else someone is judging themselves while liking my post.

a half truth is also a lie.

this is like a cycle.

we are comparing over some others half truth,

while we are just posting about our half truth.

i want to break out from that chain.

i want to embrace my imperfections.

at least i can be true to myself,

more sweet to myself.

♡.


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