Two Sides

 Hi me,

there was a me who believed,

finding positivity in everyone was right.

but i was wrong.

acknowledging the negatives are the hardest part.

everyone is like a coin.

there are sides of positives and negatives.

i never looked for negatives.

if i find something negative,

i turn and look for the positive side,

until i realized i should care for the negatives too.

it's like i was deliberately not seeing

what already is there.

i thought it is a sin to find negatives.

until now,

when the negatives hits,

 i realized i am making the positive picture.

so, i gave up.

i gave up on myself to see what it is not there.

♡.

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