Understanding

Hi me,

there is something called detachment.

I didn't know that it is one of the most difficult thing.

few months back i learned that i don't know myself better.

may be not at all.

i learned that i was lying to myself.

i thought somethings are not at all important to me,

turned out that those was the things i was most attached.

i was shocked to the core.

is i am unknown to me?

yes, the answer is yes.

may be i was pretending to be someone else,

 because i had the gut feeling of what going to happen.

i don't wanted to break it,

i maintained it,

and on a fine day everything turned out different.

i just surprised and then it was a sea of surprises.

now i am turning back

i can see that i knew this will be the outcome, still i did it.

but it was surprising to me not because of that,

not because of the outcome,

because of i never knew that i am this much involved.

or those things are important to me than i thought.

i never understood me.

now i am learning detachment.

detaching myself from those things in which 'i' never was an important.

harder than i thought.

but have to do anyway.

but first,

should i learn to understand myself better?

♡.

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