Understanding
Hi me,
there is something called detachment.
I didn't know that it is one of the most difficult thing.
few months back i learned that i don't know myself better.
may be not at all.
i learned that i was lying to myself.
i thought somethings are not at all important to me,
turned out that those was the things i was most attached.
i was shocked to the core.
is i am unknown to me?
yes, the answer is yes.
may be i was pretending to be someone else,
because i had the gut feeling of what going to happen.
i don't wanted to break it,
i maintained it,
and on a fine day everything turned out different.
i just surprised and then it was a sea of surprises.
now i am turning back
i can see that i knew this will be the outcome, still i did it.
but it was surprising to me not because of that,
not because of the outcome,
because of i never knew that i am this much involved.
or those things are important to me than i thought.
i never understood me.
now i am learning detachment.
detaching myself from those things in which 'i' never was an important.
harder than i thought.
but have to do anyway.
but first,
should i learn to understand myself better?
♡.
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