The Disappearance

Hi me,

finally i got the courage to go and disappear.

i knew that,

social media is actually affecting me.

look, i am not a carefree person.

but that didn't bothered me much.

what now bother me is the realization of

i craved attention,

i craved admiration.

i did show-off,

about my happy moments.

but why happy moments alone?

why i am showing a very little part of myself to others,

rather not show at all.

because none of that matter, right!

now i am questioning myself,

will i enjoy what happened at the moment,

if i knew nobody is going to see it?

so, i just disappeared.

to find the truth about me.

to find how can i enjoy my life in my own bubble.

may be this is an escapism.

don't know that,

but may be this is an escape from who i am not.

and above all,

disappearing myself is the easiest way to forget everyone about me.

but, will i ever forget the things that haunting me?

♡.


 

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