Storm

Hi me,

I am feeling empty.

this is like i am in a storm.

so much is happening around me.

but the core is empty.

there is nothing left, except all the sorrows and regrets.

my eyes are blind with tears.

my ears hearing only silence.

I am shivering but i can't move.

everything is changing but the core is empty.

nothing left,

the storm took all of it,

and the crumbles of 'I' left.

♡.

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